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First and foremost i cast away that which impairs my salvation i typed on my keyboard some examples of things which i have cast away below

God May inversions be cast away as inversion is the fetish of the devil¹ and God May literalism be cast away because the language of God is poetry and metaphor and God May artificial observers like digital cameras be cast away for they rape light in strange and perverted ways and God May graphs be cast away because every graph is the same and data is not beautiful actually data is ugly and God May psychoanalysis be cast away because it is rude² and God May pride be cast away because it is the worst of all sins³ and God May ranged warfare be cast away as it is undignified and God May scapegoating be cast away because Jesus already rose from the dead.⁴

Thank you for revealing to me that my purpose is to establish Total Digital Cenobitic Monasticism as the first step towards destroying all thinking machines.

Women see me, and think, “there is something vaguely molested about him .”

Every day I wake up and i ask myself: am I worth the pixels that I occupy on your screen?

“How much that pussy worth?” 
“There is a difference between something having a value, and having a price…”

New slang always sounds like jargon that someone uses frequently at their job but forgets that a layman doesn’t have context for, if that makes any sense.

“duhh the world is ending duhhh” armchair eschatologists have been Chicken Little style blackpilling since the beginning of time and they exist in every culture. nothing ever happens.

you are, however, functionally a Test Subject.

There has never been a truer aphorism than “easy come easy go”

I was looking out of my window and I thought, “clouds are the fat of the sky.”

I want to invent a novelty toy camera that, when you take a picture with it, it pulls an image from the internet at random and displays it. If a novelty toy like that already exists please let me know.

The human mind can only vandalize the word of God, through interpretation and translation. The Bible is a vandalous text.

Feminine desire is masculine and masculine desire is feminine. Why is this so difficult to understand? To love aggressively is a feminine desire. This is why they like rape books. If you, as a man, like rape, you are gay. - Freud

I fumbled, once upon a time, probably the most beautiful girl on Earth. When I say that, I know what you’re thinking, “oh sure buddy, the most beautiful girl, I bet she was a real bombshell, yeah right” I swear to you. She was the most beautiful girl. She was Sydney Sweeney if Sydney Sweeney was a biological woman. Comically perfect. You’d start laughing if you saw her. God sent her to me at my lowest point in life as a test and I failed. It drove me insane. It is the only reason that I am online, that I was driven to the rancid state of posting. Do you understand? I have nothing left to lose. I will not tip you 15%. love is dead and cremated and buried under salted earth and pissed and shit on and nuked and flooded under 10000000 feet of concrete and surrounded by spikes with the inscription This place is a message... and part of a system of messages... pay attention to it! Sending this message was important to us. We considered ourselves to be a powerful culture. This place is not a place of honour... no highly esteemed deed is commemorated here... nothing valued is here. What is here was dangerous and repulsive to us. This message is a warning about danger. The danger is in a particular location... it increases towards a centre... the centre of danger is here... of a particular size and shape, and below us. The danger is still present, in your time, as it was in ours. The danger is to the body, and it can kill. The form of the danger is an emanation of energy. The danger is unleashed only if you substantially disturb this place physically. This place is best shunned and left uninhabited.

Owning a slave plantation but only using the slaves to tuck me into bed

I wish I was as retarded as Sam Altman because maybe I could feel joy like the primal joy that a small rodent experiences when it finds a meal.

My pickup line: My head hurts. Can you give me some

There are no “maid pictures.” I do not have pictures of myself in an Amazon maid dress from when I weighed 100 pounds. I do not have picture of myself in girl collective yoga pants wearing a maid dress. Do not DM me, do not email me asking for photos of me in an Amazon maid dress. I will block and report you.

The rabbit is a perfect animal because its joy is violent.

All I do is drive back and forth. I do not want to Post. I am writing a book instead. I want to print it physically onto paper and sell it. I Post to maintain relevance until I sell one million books. Please do not say horrible things. Web sites make me sick and I am tired of being sick. I want to be at peace forever.

1. “You do the works of your father. They said therefore to him: We are not born of fornication: we have one Father, even God. Jesus therefore said to them: If God were your Father, you would indeed love me. For from God I proceeded, and came; for I came not of myself, but he sent me: Why do you not know my speech? Because you cannot hear my word. You are of your father the devil, and the desires of your father you will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and he stood not in the truth; because truth is not in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father thereof. But if I say the truth, you believe me not.”

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3. “Remember not any injury done thee by thy neighbour, and do thou nothing by deeds of injury. Pride is hateful before God and men: and all iniquity of nations is execrable. A kingdom is translated from one people to another, because of injustices, and wrongs, and injuries, and divers deceits. But nothing is more wicked than the covetous man. Why is earth and ashes proud? There is not a more wicked thing than to love money: for such a one setteth even his own soul to sale: because while he liveth he hath cast away his bowels.

All power is of short life. A long sickness is troublesome to the physician. The physician cutteth off a short sickness: so also a king is today, and tomorrow he shall die. For when a man shall die, he shall inherit serpents, and beasts, and worms. The beginning of the pride of man, is to fall off from God: Because his heart is departed from him that made him: for pride is the beginning of all sin: he that holdeth it, shall be filled with maledictions, and it shall ruin him in the end.”

4. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mimetic_theory